WHEN SUMMER IS GONE (Part 2)
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Posted:May 15, 2012 7:04 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2022 7:35 pm 17199 Views
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It is most conceivable that sudden raining after a hot scorching day distresses people. To me, I always associated rain and storm with difficulties and problems in one's life. "Braving the storm" as they say, after a struggle. The erratic changes in weather can dampens the spirit and disposition. Or was it? A cataclyst perhaps, to a season of the heart.
Love is most relative - trust, fear, hope, jealousy, hate...comes with it. The more you love, the more you trust, more you fear, more hate...But love is constant. Only sometimes these factors overshadowed and hindered its resurgence in our emotions. We let ourselves distracted and forget. For love also needs expressions, nourishment to grow, strengthening the tie that binds.
A great metaphor to life & love - sunshine after the rain, vice versa. With love in my heart that made my summer hot, the same love that will give me comfort and warmth in the cold dark nights.
I'd basked in the sun. I'll dance in the rain and let it kiss me..My love is here to stay.
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WHEN SUMMER IS GONE
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Posted:May 3, 2012 8:45 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2022 7:37 pm 17591 Views
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We had a heavy downpour last night and even drizzling while I'm posting this one. Rain in the middle of summer, early rainy season perhaps. Doesn't sit well on me, I'm not ready to let summer go - yet. How I wish the deviation in the weather can somehow not affect the state of my being. For you see, I fell in love and I want to relish till it dries up in my system.
Will he keep me in his heart when summer is gone? Will that love brave the rains and the storms the winter brings? As inevitable as the season changes, pragmatic to accept but accedence to what's forthcoming. There's more to life than loving. More significantly, the moral and civil obligations to one's kins, a duty to family to carry through, proclivity to assent. We all have our crosses to bear, so they say. I'll have to carry mine.
Here comes the rain, washing away a summer that will take me a long time to forget. One hot summer of love. Gone too soon.
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REMINISCENT
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Posted:Apr 15, 2012 6:36 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:12 pm 16964 Views
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Same month last year, I joined FFF. I was looking for something new then, a void needed filling. My life's nothing but a dreary living. I have but little left of what's once a beautiful life, barely enough for my .
I started in IM chatting until the late hours so that I don't have to think before I sleep. I get to meet new friends. And then I discovered blogging. I developed a sense of belonging and added more friends. I don't have to name names - for I might miss mentioning someone. But these people knew who they are.
I have some romance too, that I mistook for love, or maybe it was. Being in love to a person or being in love with the idea of love. Or a case of need. What is factual or what is real? I can't tell - even now...
In one's life, people come and go. Some left a place in your heart, some in your mind. Some will change because of you, some will try to change you. Here, I don't have to change anything. I can be me without having to please anybody, without having to conform to somebody. As I say, love me or leave me...
To those who love me, thank you for the 1 year of support, respect, love and understanding. For those who left - good riddance!! I have good friends that will last me a lifetime.
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AFTERTHOUGHT
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Posted:Apr 13, 2012 8:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2021 4:25 am 16682 Views
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The doubts cast fears unto my being
Of albeit uncaring but condescending
A lost soul knows no meaning
An existence truth feigning.
I am undoubtly misguided
By past reproach trust subsided
Will I redeem myself? Faith subjected
Endeavour to try destiny supplicated.
If I fail I shall delight
Discerning I once jab with all might
At the thing called Love adrift
Remembering I had that gift.
I rest my case I wish to tarry
But spright and fervor left me sorry
A stymied end I'm getting weary
Alas! my tears flows calmly.
I AM NOW, AT LAST, FREE....
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GOD GAVE ME YOU
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Posted:Apr 11, 2012 7:35 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:11 pm 16063 Views
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I asked for someone
God gave me you...
A friend to hug, a lover to hold
Someone to bug, an enemy to fold.
I asked for happiness
God gave me you...
A reason to smile, laughter that's rare
A joy to the heart, pure pleasure to bare.
I asked for love
God gave me you...
A true soft heart, understanding and mind
A lot to give, the better kind.
I asked for life
God gave me you...
When today's a gift, waiting for tomorrow
Forever's a wish, a time to borrow.
God gave me you
The one man will do, share happiness and see
A love to grow and precious life to be...
A beautiful journey, a hand to hold
Tomorrow's a promise, as life unfold...
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MELANCHOLY
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Posted:Mar 29, 2012 7:00 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2021 6:04 am 16250 Views
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My mind went blank. Zilch. Dunno why? I can't even think of a single point to stay focus. Is it the brain short - circuiting or simply the shortness of brain? Our mind can only take so much like our heart.
Going ga-ga over nothing. Huh???Or just another PMS? Could this be a prelude to something lachrymosal to happen? What can there be to shed? My tear's drain, emotions kaput.
Life's been good, happiness at bay, so, why the nagging feeling of deja vu. The fear of losing, fear of heartbreak. Philiphobia. I must have gone too deep and I'm afraid......
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OH SUMMER
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Posted:Mar 29, 2012 6:35 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:11 pm 16781 Views
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I wasn't actually ready to wear my swimsuit yet - I'm still in the process of losing some 'bulges'. In another 2weeks perhaps - would be fine. But due to the bad weather in Bicol - which is the intended destination, BFF opted for the sunshiny coastal towns of Pangasinan (Alaminos, Anda, Bolinao)..
So, I packed in my 2piece and gadgets and sit comfortably in the 4hr drive from my town of San Mig. Revisiting the 100islands after 26 years (I was there the summer of '86). Anda's quiet and peaceful, caters to the 'sober' type of visitors while Bolinao's the place when looking for overloaded fun at the beach, and white sand at that.
So much to offer, so much to see..I didn't mind the sun nipping at my skin, bilbil and all - who cares? It's SUMMER!!!I had a fun time and still a long way to go before the season ends. I have to buy some more swimsuits...
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ENCORE
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Posted:Mar 9, 2012 1:53 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:11 pm 15543 Views
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Alone again once more
Up the stage for an encore
Accolade for the 'me' they know
And so I bowed down low...
I played my part so well
Acting or real hard to tell
On and off the same sad eyes
'neath the facade the pain disguised...
Will they learn I just lost you?
The one man I thought so true
Good thing they wouldn't see
The hurt and pain you've caused me...
Time to move on easy to say
To argue is difficult as it may
But it will be done one day
When hurts gone sorrows away...
You wouldn't know the depth of my feeling
Beyond care, beyond fun, beyond loving
You gave me what I wanted most
Happiness..and now it's lost...
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THE ROAD TO BATAD
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Posted:Mar 5, 2012 8:11 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:11 pm 20241 Views
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Trekking along the road to Batad, Banaue - I had all the time savouring the panoramic view of the mountains while contemplating on a lot of things. It was a 45 minutes walk going down the picturesque village of amphitheater like rice terraces.
Transportation's nil for there are winding and twisting road on the side of the mountains that can only accomodate one person at a time, one false move and a deep plunge into the abyss.
Going back to the saddle - drop off and pick up point, transpo that will take us back to Banaue proper. The uphill climb's twice the effort, time and risk. If only for the spectacular views and the adventure, I can say it's worth it.
I can compare this experience with LIFE. It's so much easy going down but however, hard and difficult the way up - it's that glorious moment upon reaching the top that you'll keep remembering.
So much for this sentiment - I love nature, but I'm done with the mountains and the trees for a while, off to the BEACH!!   ]
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