Just YOU..
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Posted:Sep 21, 2011 6:30 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:04 pm 15343 Views
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Sometimes, it makes me wonder
about the complications
of my feelings for
you...
I love you, like I love your arms around me,
your kisses, your sweet words,
the nearness, just you next to me.
I need you, like air. Like the plants
needs sun and rain, the sky for
birds, fishes to water.
I miss you, when you're not close to me.
when you're away, my life's
empty and lonely.
...and then some thoughts came to me...
Am I really in love with you? Was it the craving
to be love or my craving for someone
to love? My heart's playing a trick on me.
Do I really need you? I'm not really afraid
to be alone, but i dreaded being lonely.
Will you stay if I ask you to?
Did I miss being with you? Or the feelings
elicited by you? Will it be worth to
stay forever? What will happen to me if you go?
Do I love you coz I need you?
Do I need you coz I miss you?
Do I miss you coz I love you?
For all these complexities, there's one thing
constant and rings true, there's just only
YOU!!!
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Mon Ami
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Posted:Sep 14, 2011 5:17 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:04 pm 15181 Views
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You called. I came. I was so excited to see you after a month of not seeing each other. We dined. We talked. We went to your unit, watched TV, foraged the ref, had coffee which we are both addicted to. I changed to something more comfortable than my street clothes, as you did. You must have sensed my excitement and anticipation, to be modest is pointless, i've missed you so i let it show. We went to bed, talked some more while watching TV. I was wrapped in your arms, hearing stories of what work you've done for the last month. Some silly stupid jokes, i laughed at it anyway. Then you told me to get some rest, my mind refused but by the heady sensation of the back rubs and your intoxicating smell, i succumbed to a deep slumber. Soon, dreamland...
When I woke up, the stark naked truth tugged at my senses. It happened all over again or should it be - nothing happened again. I've fulfilled once more, my part in your life; a sounding board, a teddy to cuddle, eat mate, TV mate, whatever!! I'll never be anything to you but a FRIEND. Do call or text me, next month, when you're back in town...
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Kismet
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Posted:Sep 10, 2011 5:15 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:03 pm 15259 Views
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Should you hold to the promise of "love"? From someone you barely met, through the intertwined, wondrous, high tech world of online dating. Assuming, you trapped yourself with a promise of romance and the good life that goes with it, the mysticity of the possible encounter..
Have you ever thought of the consequences? I can think of 4 possible; a happy ever after, broken heart and broken dreams, friendship, or nemesis. You will likely to choose the first one or the third like i do. But as it is, things doesn't always work the way we want them to be..Forces of nature, destiny, kismet, fate intervenes.
In all eventuality, never give ALL, leave something to fall back upon, like a wise mind and an understanding heart and the undying belief in LOVE.
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Five Haikus
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Posted:Sep 5, 2011 8:09 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:03 pm 15123 Views
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Can someone invent blogs?
Speak from the heart, telling stories dear..
Its never easy composing one,
hard to find the right words to say..
Sometimes, you end up losing,
whats on your mind, all is forgotten lines..
Time is of the essence, use the pen
while you can, till its fresh upon..
One good advice, let your soul
do the talking and the mind the writing..
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Im back...
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Posted:Sep 1, 2011 5:39 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:03 pm 14806 Views
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Here I am again, back to my old self - wanting, needing, searching...Hibernated for a while but i'm not really gone, browsed around here from time to time, checking old friends. I missed blogging, cant help tell the tales of everyday happenings, be it crucial or trivial..
My friends and co - bloggers, cant wait to read your stories and cant wait to share mine..Miss you all! Let the fun begins...
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Adios por ahora (goodbye for now)
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Posted:Aug 1, 2011 6:11 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2021 6:07 am 14421 Views
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I'll be gone but not goodbye,
I'll just stop for a while and
let my wings fly...
Who knows it might be the beginning,
Of my quest, finally an ending...
I'll miss the ones, i've grown accustomed to,
Friends in deed, made enemies too...
When I get back, a better new me,
With love in my heart for all the
world to see...
See you my friends...
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RIP - Amy W.
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Posted:Jul 25, 2011 5:07 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:02 pm 14617 Views
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Amy Winehouse died today. Very young , so full of angst in life, hence, the addiction. Regardless of her personal issues, she was exceptionally talented. Her voice reminds me so much of Billie Holiday. I will always love her songs: Love is a losing game, her version of Will you still love me tomorrow?, Wake up alone, Valerie, among many others. Rest in Peace Amy. May you find it where you're going.
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Love - Lost in space
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Posted:Jul 24, 2011 6:59 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:02 pm 14574 Views
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Chatmates. Met. Attraction. Love. Miscommunication. End. The shortest love story ever. The culprit - unspoken words, misconception. Though action speaks louder than words, wouldn't it be better to say things out loud and say what you mean.
In a relationship, especially a new one, there's always the waiting - for one another to express what's on in each other's mind. Afraid to hear things non - committal in essence, non - conclusive. It is much easier to hear one's thought than keep guessing. Regardless of who breaks the ice. It's like letting someone a peek into your heart and soul. Sometimes, silence can be misleading.
If you have different perspectives in life, there's always a compromise. Mutual understanding, given time is a good foundation for a lasting togetherness. Anyway, you can't determine love overnight, like, Rome wasn't built in a day. Exercise the gift of tongue. Sincerely. Remember Desiderata.
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Fortress of Solitude
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Posted:Jul 19, 2011 6:02 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2013 10:02 pm 14565 Views
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Superman called his arctic ice palace, his fortress of solitude, to think, to invigorate, to be where he's most at peace. Some preferred churches, temples, to pray and meditate. Nature lovers go up the mountains or atop any trees. Some locked themselves at home or in their own rooms to ease and relax. Ideally, should work fine. For a day. For the next day. But upon embarking in the real world again, its still there - the state of discontent, the nagging feeling of superficiality. What is lacking? PEACE..
When the mind, the body and the hearts in complete chemistry, move together in harmony, freedom from disturbance and agitation - tranquility. Inner sanctum. Right here in my own corner, amidst the maddening crowd, the busy fast faced of everyday living, in the demands of the modern times, there's peace in my soul, contentment of my heart, strength of body. Because I've come to terms with Life. I accept things as they come, change if it need some, let it be if nothing can be done, let go if its out of my hands. My adviser that never fails, never condones, never judges - my HEART that i use all the time. Found my own fortress, never shall go afar. Deep within me, I have my own sanctuary.
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Fortress of Solitude (Repost)
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Posted:Jul 19, 2011 6:01 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2011 5:08 am 14071 Views
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Superman called his arctic ice palace, his fortress of solitude, to think, to invigorate, to be where he's most at peace. Some preferred churches, temples, to pray and meditate. Nature lovers go up the mountains or atop any trees. Some locked themselves at home or in their own rooms to ease and relax. Ideally, should work fine. For a day. For the next day. But upon embarking in the real world again, its still there - the state of discontent, the nagging feeling of superficiality. What is lacking? PEACE..
When the mind, the body and the hearts in complete chemistry, move together in harmony, freedom from disturbance and agitation - tranquility. Inner sanctum. Right here in my own corner, amidst the maddening crowd, the busy fast faced of everyday living, in the demands of the modern times, there's peace in my soul, contentment of my heart, strength of body. Because I've come to terms with Life. I accept things as they come, change if it need some, let it be if nothing can be done, let go if its out of my hands. My adviser that never fails, never condones, never judges - my HEART that i use all the time. Found my own fortress, never shall go afar. Deep within me, I have my own sanctuary.
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