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Blogs > theta2011 > Elusive Love


theta2011 53F
781 posts
1/17/2013 6:47 am
An open letter to my 'Baby'
After more than a year I saw you again - here. We're here the same time last night past 10pm as I had trouble sleeping - my insomnia's one of my nemesis nowadays. Then my song for you playing in youtube - All my life. I dont know what's in that song that reminds me so much of you. Maybe because thats the song playing in your car the first time we're together..maybe because thats the song I imagined for my wedding.

The ever troubled sleeping habit of mine became more troubled. Wide awake at 2AM thinking of you and wondering how's life and love in your end?? ...and why you're still here?? I waved but not expecting any reply, I'm now used to your snubbing. I did send you some feelers before - I wanted us to be friends but you never said anything. I remembered suddenly what I've heard on television - bitter is best eaten not a feeling to harbor. Are you still bitter about us? You see, there's love that's never meant to be. One of them is ours. I seem to be having this sort of love lately

I still think of you, I miss you.. I still have you in a special corner of my heart..One of the reasons I mended my broken heart easily, you're my saving grace. I let you go once, I'll do the same over again. But I'll keep you in my heart. Forgive this lost soul as I say this: I Love You always my Baby


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