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Blogs > theta2011 > Elusive Love


theta2011 53F
781 posts
10/26/2011 5:50 am
Deja Vu...
Yesterday I had my hair done. Usually, I do something to my hair like bangs, trim, cut short etc. to revolutionize my thoughts or simply to express what I feel for that certain time frame. And so, I had it rebonded this time, significantly, regathering emotions and to rebel with a justifiable cause(?).

For the past days, I was so busy being in love, not thinking wise. Weighing my options regarding a relationship that I'd conjured up in my mind. How foolish that can be? There was never such a "relationship." All presumptions on my part, there's only just me, myself and the life with the man I pictured meant for me. An illusion shattered by a single word "goodbye..." and so my palace crumbled. Seen it happened before.

Pathetic. Desperate. Called myself anything but sane. I regretted not using my mind, but who will? If the heart's talking. No sorry for me. I had to try. It's not a losing end, after all, I've met you. Another stone thrown.

Go back to where you belong baby, till somebody new comes along and replace you in the top corner of my heart. Definitely, I'll go back fishing again.. soon.. not right now. I have to recoup my prowess and regain my confidence.. I have a better new look for that,and I'll stay away from margarita ha ha ha hu hu hu..Just be happy
TessRb 64F
7258 posts
10/26/2011 5:25 pm

 sis,

agree w/ sis loner, there are many more to step in your path. just maybe one of these days u'll be lucky.
Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/27/2011 6:29 am
    Quoting  :
Sis, Right!! Never been down by lost love, instead of mopping around, i'll make myself visible in sexier new "me." Kind of rebelling without a cause We're the generation of strong women (like the term), it's just another heartache...Be over it in no time. Thanks for the advice


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/27/2011 6:31 am
    Quoting  :
Sis, Noted. And in total agreement like sis Alice. Thanks for the comment.


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/27/2011 6:36 am
    Quoting TessRb:
    sis,

    agree w/ sis loner, there are many more to step in your path. just maybe one of these days u'll be lucky.
Sis, Like what I wish for you..There's somebody out there for each and everyone, if by chance, I never get to meet mine, I'll still be happy knowing I'd tried. Thanks, as always.


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/27/2011 6:44 am
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Sis, will do.. till I die trying..he he he. Thanks po as always for the advice (from my big sister like you)..




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