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theta2011 53F
781 posts
10/22/2011 4:43 am
The color of my heart is you...

This day is so special to me, the same date I've met you, was it a long time ago? Seems I've known you all my life and yet, I really dont know you at all..but my heart's been comfortable with you. Strange, I've had love before, read, watch and heard about it too many times but the feeling's still euphoric...

..and I'm trying to classify..


There are "first loves," passing fancy that age and maturity washes away. There are love that you can let go and those you cant. There's "kodak' love, a tiny speck of feeling that develops into a gigantic one and then blows up in your face big time. "Emo" love, that when you're with the one you love, you're ecstatically happy and extremely sad when you're not. I'd say balance of emotions, too bad, it's a gift acquired through age and experience. Adoring love that bordered on admiration and worship, some ended up in disillusionment, some thrived on. A billion times asked, "What is love?" A billion different answers, coz, love's really not meant to be discover by mere words, should be felt with the heart, wholly.

Like what I have for you...

I love you but I cant promise to hold on nor to let go...I need you but I dont expect anything from you, yet I want everything of you...I'll miss you that I'll hope to see you again but wishing you well should you find someone new...

I'll just love you, only way I can... I'll keep you in my heart then I'll remember every moment we've shared.. Love you baby.



jane82 110F

10/22/2011 8:16 am

aww sweet let the love grow...



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
10/22/2011 9:25 am

Sis,

there are many love that comes to us in this journey. Some so wonderful and yet some so painful. We don't often wanna let go. And so all we have left behind are memories to cherish. God bless always.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/22/2011 10:50 am

    Quoting jane82:
    aww sweet let the love grow...
Sis, I wish it would...keeping my fingers cross over my heart..thanks.


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/24/2011 1:31 am

    Quoting  :

Thanks sis..i know i can keep this feeling for so long, wish too, i can keep the guy..but he's leaving soon, work miles away.


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/24/2011 1:35 am

    Quoting dream_fairy:
    I love it! Lots of emotions and most people
    actually feel that way....sometimes. hehe
    Keep up the writing!

Sis, thanks for the comment..Glad you like it. It's so nice to be in love and be loved, but yes, sometimes...till the time when one of you has to leave..


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
10/24/2011 1:41 am

    Quoting TessRb:
    Sis,

    there are many love that comes to us in this journey. Some so wonderful and yet some so painful. We don't often wanna let go. And so all we have left behind are memories to cherish. God bless always.
Sis, As always, a word of encouragement. Like added feathers to fly on my wings. Reality checked, he's flying on bigger wings, hence, flying away from me..I just hope that he finds his way back. Thanks.