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For Angel Old habits die hard, maybe, thats why i'm still in love with you. For almost half of my life, you were there. No one else comes close to my mind, heart, body and soul like you did. Two decades of a lifetime, my treasured past, the fondest memories yet for my old age. We had a nice life together didn't we? But forever's the destiny we cant fulfill, our ways parted. You gave me enough though, i got my precious gems. They reminded me so much of you. "Life ain't always beautiful but it's an exciting ride." True, Life ain't always good and smooth sailing, there were times of failures, rough roads and trials. Through it all, we rode up the waves and came out of it. Sure enough, there were scratches and wounds but we used it as weapons for the coming tides and bigger blows. Till the shadow of uncertainty haunted us, the unfathomable fear that was our foe. I tried so hard to hold unto you, to cling to "us." The stronger force of distrust and undefined discontentment took me away. You lost me. At times you needed me the most, when you're sick and in pain, I wasn't there. When you need to talk or just hold hands, I wasn't there. Exactly my sentiments, you weren't there for me too. I had moments of despair, at times I felt I couldn't carry on, my burdens were too heavy on my shoulders, you weren't there. I tried to reach out for you, instead, I'd touched an empty space, a vast nothingness. I lost you. I've a good life, still on it. I wonder at nights if I made the right choice. Wondering if you're happy, at peace now without me? I shall know. Life's a cornucopia of wonderment and exactment, happiness and loneliness, exciting and boring, meaningful and empty, a prism of colors. There's so much more to learn and discover but I will never learn to forget you. In the crossroad of my life, I took the road less traveled. My Angel, we'll be flying together again someday, up among the clouds and stars, way beyond the reach of mortality. But I hope not too soon... |
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6/11/2011 10:09 am |
    within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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