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The Monologue of Theta Agghhh...Why do i get this crazy feeling that the world and all the universe is mad at me...I dont have a lovelife, i dont have money (well, extra for fun), and sex life.The first and the second ones, badly needed in my daily existence, the third one, well, not that I want it every single day and night , just a warm body to hold and tell me silly things to make me smile and forget the everyday rigors of life. Someone to massage me is a plus, a bonus and a treat. Hurrah for youtube, i voiced out all my sentiments singing my heart out to the tune of Alice Cooper's "How you gonna see me now", Rod Stewart's "First cut is the deepest", local Sampaguita's "Tao", not to mention Carpenter's "I need to be in love", and Bishop's "Something new in my life" among other songs, and yes, the melancholia of Mozart, Beethoven and Freud (?). Now, wait a minute, isnt the last one - the psychoanalyst? Gosh, im losing it. My id talking..or the ego? Which is which? Who cares? My questions deserved answers, who could give them? Can I ask PNoy? or Oprah? or even Osama? who wont give me the time of day especially now that he's 6ft under. Will they hear this nobody, obsessive, compulsive. love-deprived, over-age, neurotic (according to my psychologist friend, we all have the tendency to be crazy only in different levels individually),in my own vernacular street slang "walang wenta" trans: nonsense..hu hu hu.. Goodbye cruel world but hold on a minute...can I borrow Madam Auring's line in her song, "May asim pa ako..."? Nah..you're lost in translation, i'm not smelly like perspiration inspired. What I mean is that I still got what it takes for a man to fall in love with me, still sexy(?)at 40, smart(?), charming(yeah!)healthy, witty.The bottom line is "Oh God, please give me a lover!!" Make him kind and loving enough to understand my hormonal imbalance or pre - menopausal moods (whatever!),a wise man that will lead me to the "enlightened" path, resourceful for our material needs, and please please, a hunk, that i would want to wake up with a big grin on my face everyday. No, my Lord, that isnt too much, remember the last one you gave me? Did you hear me complained or even raised a finger to protest. I wont say anything much about him, i'll make a special monologue in his honor ha ha ha... Maybe i'll just ponder on good things for now, my love is just out there, waiting for a sign. Whatever happens to this wacky life of yours truly, sweet, demure Theta, rest assured, a happy ever after ending. Ciao. 
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5/20/2011 8:28 am |
you probably know by experience that this episode you are going through right now would pass that you think you still got what it takes, is a good sign don't you think so? and your friend is right, i don't know anyone who is "normal" only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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5/21/2011 7:55 am |
welcome to the world of the crazies!! bebzy is right, you are as abnormal as you think but then the next person is also thinking that so if the majority is 'crazy' then that is the norm and not the exception. trust us.  ... only a REAL diamond has flaws.
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Sis, By golly we have the same taste for music!!! All very sad. But, i love them all Pop to classicals. Anyways, just go with the flow one day your happy and next sad. Don't ever bottle it in or it will make u crazy and sick... Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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Sis TessRb thanks for the comment. Now its edited and done. I got an immense musicality but tough luck, I dont sing he he he. Love jazz too, Diana Krall and Michael Buble. Gluck. Take care.
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HONEY's Sense, now its done and edited. Thanks for the comment.
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Hey D. That won't happen to me..My sexy body will rest in the garden of flowers under the brightness of day and in the romantic moonlite at night.. Welcome to my blogs..
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