2894 posts 4/5/2021 2:36 pm
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WANT vs. FEAR [color black
I am already a senior, and I am not ashamed of it. I have loved, and lost, loved again, and lost again. It took so many years to_ recover from the the 2 loses..And when I opened my heart again to_a new beginning, I found that I set the standards too for every challenger to_ meet. Or maybe, I purposely put it that way, so that there will be no NEXT again? I can still remember the pains, but my heart forgot how to_ be romantically happy anymore, and the looks of it, it's perfectly okay. Fear of pain overtook the desire to_want to_ be in cloud 9 again. I learned to embrace and love my personal space. As a matter of fact, I have become so territorial even with some relatives and friends. Picky, choosy, name it! I am guilty. But, I would not exchange my present comfort to_ any fear...And so, alone, I am, a lifetime, maybe..
ELZ
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